| | an image a heart that is fragile buried under many layers of the world wrapped in stone, harden, calcified
a cry strip away the layers ive built around this heart of mine chisel away at the stone that is ever so hard n Lord, beneath is a heart that longs for You, a heart that loves You, a heart that runs after You, a heart that wants to serve You, a heart that BEATS for You
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a prayer You said You are able to keep me from falling so keep me from falling, God You are my everything nothing and no one can take Your place nothing and no one is more important than You nothing and no one can compare to You keep me from falling. i need to hear Your voice i need to know Your thoughts, Your will, Your way. i need You.
a question 'if I asked you to give him up, would you?'
a struggle give him up? what? why? but...but... didnt You tell me he's the one? n i waited... im still waiting... why would You want me to give him up?
a reminder 'take a look at abraham and his son, isaac. the promised son he waited so long for. at the very moment I asked, abraham was willing to give him up for Me. are you willing to give him up for Me?'
some doubts can i be like abraham? can i give him up? but at the end, You provided the sacrifice abraham didnt have to give isaac up after all You were just testing him You are just testing me, yes? i wouldnt really have to give him up, would i? You will come through, yes?
a silent moment
a kind of desperation if i gave him up, You wouldnt really take him away, would You? it was You who first gave... why...? dont be silent... please... speak... i need to hear Your voice
another reminder 'nothing else and no one else... remember? check yourself. has he become so dear to you that even if I demanded, you wouldnt give him up?'
a surrender You are right. nothing else n no one else. if You asked it of me, i will give him up. nothing else n no one else is more precious to me than You are let nothing else and no one else ever take Your place i will have no other gods before You all that i am n all that i have i lay them down at Your feet take all of me i surrender to You i will die to myself You must increase, i must decrease make me the person You want me to be remind me all the time, God keep me from falling, Lord i love You n i want You n i need You
a reassurance 'I love you. I love the way you worship Me.'
a realization thats all that matters.
another reassurance 'the time will come when it's right.'
a conclusion thank You. You are indescribable. im in awe of You. :)
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a call embrace the cross
a song sung so i'll cherish the old rugged cross till my trophies at last i lay down i will cling to the old rugged cross and exchange it someday for a crown
the call embrace the cross
another song sung o the wonderful cross o the wonderful cross bids me come and die and find that i may truly live o the wonderful cross o the wonderful cross all who gather here by grace draw near and bless Your name
the confession i will lay down all my treasures, all that i hold dear, all that i deem precious at Your feet i will die to myself i will embrace the cross
an observation good friday was good
in Christ alone i place my trust and find my glory in the power of the cross in every victory let it be said of me my source of strength my source of hope is Christ alone
omg. i got cool rods! thank youuu... so happie... heee~
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